Sr. Jennifer Kane
May 27, 2013
CATHOLIC NEWS SERVICE
Sister Jennifer Kane is a living conversion story, who has gone, she said, from "bombs to Bibles."
A 16-year military veteran who at one time was a missile systems engineer working on intercontinental nuclear weapons, Kane is preparing to make her first profession of vows with the Salesian Sisters of St. John Bosco in August.
How does someone make the conversion?
"By the grace of God, that's the only thing I can tell you," Kane told the Catholic Courier, newspaper of the Diocese of Rochester, N.Y. She said her vocational path "is long and it is crazy."
Yet Kane said she is confident that she's heading in the direction God wants her to go.
"There's always been the hand of God in all of this," she said. "God knows every move you make. He's got this all planned, if you're willing to accept his will and plan for you. Ultimately God gets you to the final destination."
The road to becoming a sister was long, following a path through the U.S. Air Force and the Air National Guard.
Kane graduated from university in 1993 with a degree in electrical engineering. From there she served four years at an air force base in Montana working on ICBMs aimed at targets around the world.
It was there that she also grew in her Catholic faith, thanks to a Cursillo she made in 1996. "It did change my life, it really did," she said.
Kane concluded her active duty with the rank of captain. She joined the Montana Air National Guard in 1998 and transferred to the New York Air National Guard in early 1999. There, she worked full-time as a weapons loader, fitting bombs, weapons and ammunition onto warplanes.
In 2003, she entered graduate school, earning a master's degree in education more than two years later. However, four overseas military deployments beginning in 2006 made it difficult for her to commit to a full-time teaching position. During her third trip to Iraq, she reached a crucial juncture in her religious calling.
"There's something about being in the desert," she said. "I read my Bible all the time. There was a good two months of doing that. And when I came back, I knew I had to do something."
Kane said she had had thoughts of a religious life in earlier years without seeing them through.
DENYING GOD'S CALL
"The call from God was definitely there. I guess I was in denial a long time. (I would say to God), 'I worked on nuclear weapons, I was a bomb loader; you can't be talking to me,''' she said.
Following the suggestion of a friend, she looked for a religious order that fit her interests of education and youth ministry. When the Salesians came up during one of her Internet searches, she recalled, "I looked at their website for quite a while."
After meeting with members of the order, she realized she was in the right spot. Kane ended her 12-year affiliation with the National Guard in 2009 and entered the Salesians.
"When you walk into any Salesian house, a few things hit you," she said. "One is a sense of joy, the other is family spirit. When I entered, my soul felt at home.
"These are joyful people and their work with kids is to be commended. And the more I've progressed in my formation, it just confirmed my vocation as a Salesian."
Kane said her days are filled with "a whole lot of prayer and study," along with ministry to children. She is looking forward to serving in one or more of the order's specialty areas of staffing schools, retreat centres and campus ministries.
Despite her self-described conversion, Kane said she's "not at all" regretful of her military service. She acknowledged that Catholics have widely varying opinions on war - especially when it involves nuclear weapons - but emphasized that she would never relish the thought of putting such weaponry into action.
Kane said she feels that she remains basically the same person she always was, except that she's following a different path by being more open to God's call.
"Once you've truly experienced the grace of God and have committed yourself to what that means in your life," she said, "I don't think you're ever the same."
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